I said I'm fine mom.

I’m looking tired, 
I’m feeling weak
It’s been a rough few days; 
don’t eat, don’t drink, don’t sleep

I can never leave my house
Cause I can’t really leave my bed
24/7 lying awake 
Living like I’m dead

Stare at my shoes 
so you can’t see my face
This isn’t normal. 
I’m crazy. I’m insane.

Look at my friends 
like they’re oncoming cars
Deer in the headlights, 
on a dirt road, in the dark

I’m losing my mind, 
and can’t get a life
Spend too much time 
thinking about thinking every night

I’m getting desperate 
cause there’s a razor in my mouth
And I’m trying to decide 
to choke it down or spit it out

So send me an angel 
Or take me home
Cause if I have to go
Don’t wanna go alone

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