Married, 24, and trying to rekindled my love for women. Help me, Reddit.

My husband fully supports my interest in women, even without him present. I can go out and look for women actively with no threat to our marriage. In my past I had several girlfriends and many female lovers. In fact, the only love I had was with a woman before my husband. The only time I feel comfortable when most turned on is with a woman.

Trying to get back into it, I used omegle and found a cute girl that was interested in me too, but couldn't. I ended up disconnecting her mid-chat. I felt ridiculously horny and anxious, but I felt like I was cheating her somehow. I didn't feel like I was pretty enough for her, even though I am by no means unattractive.

Has anyone gone through a similar situation where a spouse or significant other supported it, but found it difficult to get back into, even though they sorely missed it? If so, any advice would be sincerely appreciated.