I have betray my cuntry. What 2 do r/bakchodi?

Deer fraands, I emm sorry 2 tell u dat i hav becum a traitor to r kulcha. I dint do on purpose. It ij pure aksdent. I browse r/IndianBabes. Then someone link to this hot videos of a desi girl. NSFW She was so saxy... Passion cum in me and I cum so much. After the postfap clearty i see who she is to be... WHAT I SEE!!! Her names Shazia Sahari and she is Mooslime!! I thot moosliems only in burka but she was saxy so much. Dat too she is half Saudi and half Pakistani! NOO!! I mutth maar 2 Porkistani girls! I still in shok and crying.

Please help. I dont think i can forgive maself. How do i pay for my traitrous actuns?