I don't know how to make a title! Okay, I'm ignored because I'm ugly! PLZ HELP.

Hi SRSWomen. I'm new here, so excuse anything stupid I say. I'll get to the point, I'm ugly by every standard the media and society holds. I'm fat, pale, I have unattractive facial features, I'm only comfortable wearing t-shirts and jeans, and my whole body is even more disgusting when I take my clothes off. The worst part is, I'm 17, so this is the prime of my life, really. No one has ever hit on me in person (boys rarely even talk to me, I feel like I'm embarrassing them if I initiate conversation), I've never had a real boyfriend, and of course I'm a kissless virgin. I have a lot of friends, but I always feel like the duff of the group. I'm trying to sound as modest as possible but I'm witty, above average intelligence, I show legitimate concern for people, and I'm loyal as fuck. I'M A FUCKING AWESOME PERSON OK. I just feel ignored. I don't gain any attention from anyone, even my friends and family because I'm not pretty. I want to be a politician or an activist or something for women because it's something I'm really passionate about, but I feel like as long as I'm not absolutely beautiful, then I'll never gain serious attention from anyone. Here are my questions to you, I guess.

Could I make it as a politician/activist?

HOW DO LIVE AS AN UGLY GIRL?! (I feel so fucking sad and disgusted with myself, sometimes to the point where I really consider killing myself. I just want to overcome being ignored all the time. Fuck.)