I see/feel/breathe/live numbers. The numbers I receive all interconnect, like a web, and unravel before me. Reddit, what is it?
Numbers crawling through my mind at the moment: 924 1130 230. Oddly enough, feels like the numbers are watching me for some reason... lol (no, I am no psychiatric meltdown). If these relate to you in any way, inbox me.
First of all: throwaway. Second: For years now I've lived my life without the realization that I do not possess an OCD, nor anything of the sort. Rather, I have realized now that I live with a desire for universal symmetry through mathematics.
At least this is what I think it is. I've heard people talk about Fibonacci theories on universal connection through his sequence, but I'm not quite sure what it is that I have.
The thing is that I see/feel/breathe/live numbers; whatever I do, I will get a feeling or see or even daydream a number and it will play a key role in my life for a certain period of time.
For example: last weekend, I was with family at the beach. Before everything, though, on Friday night, I was consistently seeing/feeling and even hearing the number '319'. As the weekend unfolded, I found out a cousin lived on '319....Avenue' (address omitted), that an older family member got a new phone number with the numbers XXX-319-3193 (area code omitted), that a deceased family member's birthday was 3/19, that a younger cousin's birthday fell on 3/19, and here's the kicker: clear as day, during a storm, the clouds formed the numbers 3, 1, & 9 (what several others thought to believe, not initially myself). Also, on one of the nights, I received a call from a number with XXX-319-XXXX. No answer. Just a call.
I'm not afraid or weirded out, but am wondering: is this actually a 'thing'? I've seen it on shows such as 'Touch' but am still curious as to whether or not it is a condition/something. What's your take, Reddit?
TL;DR - I live numbers, and they play a role in my life, like an web, and (freakishly) play out perfectly. Every time. (And yes, I have seen lottery-related numbers before, but not what you're thinking. I'll explain if someone wants to know).
Posted Jul 10, 2012, 6:12 AM UTC · edited