Tempted, sister's friend sleeping next door

I was reading some 'sexy' stories before and got all worked up. Nearly had a relapse. Proud that I could resist that but now my sisters friend, who isn't that great looking but has big boobs, is sleeping right behind me in the next room.

I can't shut off my brain in thinking what could happen... I guess this is kinda good in the sense that I have this rage and want to just see what she would be willing to do. I'm recovering from ED and I'm curious if 'it' would work but I think it's too soon.

I'm just venting. Thanks for listening. I could only hope for a wet dream.