I have a couple of questions.

What do you guys do when your sitting in bed and are just staring at the ceiling? Contemplating death as an option in your life? How easy it is to do it and being finally happy afterwards cause you don't worry about the people who said you couldn't or down talked you but they don't even know what you are going through. Guys I need help. I don't want to pay some fool to sit and listen to my problem. I need someone who is going through the same problems I am going through and help me. Help me so that I don't take my life and make it seem it was a mistake to do it. I can't go any further than this. It hurts sitting in bed, lonely, knowing no one cares about you. That you don't have something to look forward to in the morning. I just want to die. Die and be happy. Happy for once.