i'm split

i think i might be split personality and its scary

i feel only half human because my other half is psychotic

i can't see a doctor because it's not allowed

it's not allowed because of it. that thing. that part of me.

i'm not allowed to do anything.

i am trapped

i learned my triggers for turning,

they are anything to do with suicide, and when others hurt me

it's so hard to hold back now

this will probably be deleted

fuck