To You From Me

I just wanted to tell you that I think I'm starting to fall for you. I told myself I wouldn't let it happen again because of the first times but, shit happens. I haven't told you only because I know exactly what's going to happen. We both know that we're more than just "fuck buddies." I like when you text or call me in the middle of the night to come see you. I like the way you smile at me, laugh with me, hold my hands, hold doors open for me, and making sure I'm always okay. I find it cute that you're protective of me. What sucks is when I see you at the bar with other girls because I just can't walk up to you and kiss you or anything. But, I like the fact that you never take any girl back to your townhouse. I'm glad you didn't deploy out overseas like you were supposed to a few months ago. I just like the fact that I can be with you now instead of never. Which is why I can't really tell you that I'm falling for you because you'll do the same exact thing you did the first two times.