I am a misogynist.

I've got a really fucked-up view of women.

For a start, I'm a male heterosexual who is into kinky sex as a sadist / dominant. That's OK, that isn't a problem.

But I think it's kind of leaking into my view of the whole world. Everywhere I look, I see examples of women being priviledged over men and it pisses me off.

Even in the kinky scene, it seems that women hold all the power, regardless of whether they identify as sub or dom. I wish I could meet women who were as genuinely desperate to serve men as the male subs seem to be for their dommes. I have no respect at all for dominatrixes; to me, they all come across as silly girls who don't really understand what they are playing at. None of them seem to put any effort into their role; they just expect men to serve them because they are women and society gives them what they want.

This feeds back into my sexual fantasies and I find myself having these 'revenge' fantasies where all women are reduced to the status of slaves, humiliated, degraded, treated like shit.

I so often find myself talking to women and thinking that things would be so much better if I could just tell the silly bitch what a useless cunt she is and make all her decisions for her. I know this is stupid and unhealthy, but I can't seem to let it go.

I fucking bet SRS will pick this up as an example of what all redditors are 'really' like. So let me just say this to them:

I'm fairly sure that I'm messed up like this because I was raised by lieral, politically-correct feminists. They associated my sexuality with guilt at an early age and left me woefully unprepared for dealing with women. Now I'm bitter and twisted from a lifetime of bad experiences and the more guilty I feel about it, the more attractive it becomes.