paradoxical

I paradox, paradox a lot of stuffs.
Get lost, lost within my abstracts,
Cuffed.
Can't find, find way back to reality.
Or won't, won't care about my mentality,
Sanity.
I hear, hear others but not listen.
Like I know, know my comprehension,
Vision.
Zoned out, out of conventional existence.
Look about, about possible convictions,
Speculation.
Everything's fine, fine in my universe.
Within me, me authoring own thesaurus,
Phenomenon.

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