How to enjoy slow season?

Hey all! I’ve been escorting for just over a year, & I love the freedom & financial security it’s brought me. However, I grew up in the Midwest where “hard work” is virtue, so I still have a hard time relaxing & just enjoying when times are slow. Any advice to shift my mindset?

Related is my relationship to money - I lived paycheck to paycheck until I became an escort, but over the past year I’ve rarely indulged & enjoyed my bounties - I simply hoard & save like I was always taught to.

Basically, any advice on how to enjoy my time & money when I was brought up in survival mode? Thank you!! Xx