I'm out of weed now and from tomorrow I'm going to be left with my sober thoughts for the first time in a while

I'm so scared. I was sober for an hour today by myself and I had an immediate panic attack. I just wanted to break everything in my room. I just moved out of LA to a non-legalized area for weed so I can't get more. I will be ok in the long run because I am getting help soon with therapy and anti-depressants but that would still take about a couple weeks.

Here's to the next couple of shitty weeks!