Friends with Benefits (Again)
Begging you to break the dreams of my heart Why do you love me better when we are far apart?
I need some clarity What is it you want with me
I don’t want to go to sleep One more night in this apartment Then it’s only in my dreams
I see a future with you Bright and clear Flowers blooming around us while we watch our children with a couple of beers
Your family has been better to me than even my own When I’m with you I feel safe and at home
It could be codependency But you know every part of me
Our bodies fit together like the most amazing puzzle What I lack you give and vice versa They say opposites attract but I’m glad we’re both introverts When you touch me somehow I forget all the hurt
I’m trying to accept that the choice isn’t mine to make You’ve said your peace with me and are ready for me to go But do we have a future? You say you don’t know.
Don’t want to take such big steps back I know I’m not my best right now and I have a ways to go. I wish you could stay by my side while I fight, But hurting you in the process is something I need to forgo.
God I feel depressing and like I just can’t get better These tears are definitely not going to help us get back together, are they?
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Posted Sep 11, 2022, 6:06 AM UTC