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I don’t have the words to say

how you make me feel

One second down in the dumps

The next on top of the world

Everything that I desire

And yet you’re nothing on the list

Just the unattainability of you

The fact that I can’t have you

Just makes me want you more

I don’t really even want you

But I still can’t close the door

When Mr. Perfect’s right there

You’re still inside my mind

Poisoning my thoughts, my moves

Why can’t I leave you behind

I’m stronger than this I tell me

But I can’t hear myself

Because your breath in my ears

Your hands on my skin

It drowns everything else out

You want me, but you don’t

You have me, but you won’t

And it keeps messing with my head

and I know I should just walk away

But can’t because of what you said.

“We’re just friends, We’re friends, We’re only friends,

What can’t you understand”

But I’m the only one confused

When you reach for my hand?

“I don’t owe you anything

My story, my life, that’s mine”

So why can’t you just let me go

Let me go

Let me go

Let me go

You say you care but blame me for my feelings

You build me up

And break me down

In a single breath you kill me

While breathing me to life

But you turn around and take it back

Crazy, you call me

Crazy, you hurt me

Crazy, its all your fault

You’re crazy you said

Be a robot instead

Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

Crazy

It hurts me

I’m hurt and I want to move on

But you hover over my head

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