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InAlteredState

Closing my psychedelic one-year round trip with some reality-shattering 300 ug of 1V-LSD

Trip report 🔆

Around one year ago I took 1V for the first time, 3/4 tab, and it was the best experience of my life. It changed it for the better in so many ways.

Since then, I knew I wanted to experience a bit more the psychedelic world. I took 1 tab once in between and felt a bit underwhelming compared to the first time, but very chill trip.

I always wanted to experience some kind of lose of sense of reality, ego death, whatever you call it. So I wanted to push a little bit further.

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Today I took 300 ug of 1V.

Oh boy, if I knew what was coming.

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11:40. I put the tabs under my tongue, 10 minutes later I swallow.

12:00 Oh boy, I am tripping like 20 min in!! I was seeing melting visuals already. With one tab, I barely felt anything like this until 1:30-2 h in... I knew this was going to be intense.

12:20 Less than an hour and already felt like fully peaking, this worried me a little bit, but nothing too unhandleable.

14:30 until here, everything was like a more intense version of my peak on 1 tab. From the 3 hour mark, I started to lose all sense of reality. You know how at low doses you are just into a loop of a song, and you just realize you're tipping and you can just take a walk around the room and it kind of stops? Well, universe says no thank you sir, you walk around and everything is still unreal. But it was kind of fun! Although the (small) possibility of being disturbed in this state of mind was bogging me a little. I hit the tripsit discord, because of my troubles with reality, and it kept me more or less with a grip on something real.

16:00 Yeah, here it got literally insane. For the most part I just wanted it to be over. At this moment I though I was literally going to be trapped in this sense of infinite deaths and shattered reality forever. But for real, I though that was it, like I was to unlock myself a nice schizophrenia or something. It was very scary for what felt like hours and hours.

16:01 Yup, that is still happening, and only one minute passed on the clock.

16:00 Yep, now it's going backwards, guess I'm here forever then.

17:15 after around 6 h I finally came back to reality and to have a real sense of myself.

Oh my, I never felt so relieved and grateful to be REAL. I never though I would have to ever feel grateful for that lmao.

17:30. Wrote down several thoughts. Feeling so close to losing sense of reality made me realize why was I afraid all along. I was scared to lose all of what I love in real life, my family, my friends. And I was worried of losing my new girlfriend. I think I realized now after 2 months that I truly love her.

18:00 from here almost all wore off. Only trace visuals now

23:00 Here I am writing this off.

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I started this LSD journey one year ago in order to explore my mind, and get better.

My life is pretty much amazing at this point, and a lot of it is thanks to what acid has showed me.

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But at this point I think I am more than happy to go back to reality. I saw the universe, god and the devil, and I am sorry but I am staying here, thank you. With my people.

As a wise man once said, “When you hear the message, hang up the phone”

Cheers and love guys!

Posted Oct 1, 2022, 9:43 PM UTC · edited

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HeadArm1867•

Wish you all the best for your life. Enjoy the moment.

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InAlteredStateOP•

Thanks friend! You too! :)

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CptBDick•

Nice report! Its funny how different 1V is for people. I had a trip with friend a week ago. I took ~265ug and he did 300ug.

His trip was good. But nothing too serious. I mean he lay on the couch with Headset music and He saw worlds come and go and galaxies implode. But he could easily come back to reality if he wanted.

For me...it was different. On the "highest peak" I began to fear I wouldnt come back to normal. It felt like time melted together. I didnt know if it was my first 1v trip or my 3rd (which it was). I felt like I might be back in my first trip and never left. Also people started to melt together. I saw my friend in my wife. My wife in my friend. I felt like i was my friend and my wife. I couldnt distinguish between us anymore.

Alone in the bedroom i felt like being an animal(panther) and found myself suddenly doing yoga or lying on the floor just seeing things...massive visuals. I was like on auto pilot and had little say what i wanted to do. I even had short blackouts. And the time just wasnt advancing. What felt like hours was actually minutes. I began to fear what could happen. If I would ever sober up. If I may be doing stuff i would later regret. Visions of accidently hitting my wife came up (because she might scare me accidently as I sometimes had scary audio hallucinations). That made me not only fear for myself but for her safety. Luckily I kept calm and all went good.

All in all a very intense trip. On the one hand Id like to go higher and maybe go full ego death. But on the other Hand I just want to trip and use it for self improvement. The "lower" trips (150ug and 210ug) I had worked much better for that.

Edit: Our peaks lasted only about 3h. Peak started about 1.5h in.

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InAlteredStateOP•

I feel you. That feeling of really blasting into another dimension melting with my brain thinking that I am stuck there forever, and I can kiss goodbye everything good I had in real life was terrifying. For most part I could kind of keep in my brain the fact that I eat a drug and it will pass, but at moments I almost lose all sanity. At some points I was really considering that I was already actually in a psychiatric facility or something. Maybe in another universe I am, who the fuck knows haha

Anyway, I do know I don't want to go further than this. I am grateful to have seen that part of my brain, but I'm just gonna chill here in real life, breathing some fresh air and sharing it with the people I love.

Last couple times I was left with the urge to go a bit further, but definitely not this time. I got the message.

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IllinoisWoodsBoy•

I would recommend a big shroom trip in your future if you've never done it. I always have a blast with mushrooms, acid for me is always electric, sour, kinda robotic and unnatural feeling. It definitely overwhelms me in a negative sort of way sometimes. Not to say acid has no benefit though, it helps me realize the significance of certain things. My friend plays guitar and it was always whatever to me, but on 1V it sounded so sweet and beautiful and it made me appreciate all the work he puts in. Things like that lol. Anyway I'm blabbering. But yeah, 🍄!!!

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InAlteredStateOP•

Thanks. Yes, this I have also considered. Maybe in the future :)

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halfcuprockandrye•

Shits intense and they’re not always happy positive trips. Gotta embrace it and go for the ride.

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dazegoneby612•

Truly truly wonderful story, very inspiring as I was reading it I found myself there, several times, thank you so much for sharing your experience as at one point minute by minute or minute backwards by minute or however you want but that was definitely clarifying opening in charming and beautiful spiritual, thank you so very much, as to when I have those in the tight trips I do realize the precious fact of our reality and to maintain a positive one while living it.... And just like Henrietta Thompson said and you said in a very similar way or excuse me Timothy Larry TuneIn excuse me turn on tunein drop out, it wasn't about what everybody thought he was trying to say, like turn on to the drug and he tuned into it and then the drug spits you out and you don't do it again, what he was meaning was and there's many interviews where he struggled with this because people misinterpreted what he meant by turn on tunein drop out, the whole thing the whole perceptive was to turn yourself on to it dial yourself into it experience learn find out whatever spiritual mechanisms that are holding you back to becoming your true potential, once you have done that by tuning in then you drop out because you have figured it out you have done what the lsd's purpose was intended to be not an escape not a recreational thing but a spiritual awakening a journey, a compound a mechanism to shortcut us to get to the spiritual awakening that we should inherently be able to have an understand at a very very beginning age. Excuse me I am saying this while currently scheduled purposely dropped three drops 2 hours ago. Salah blessings many blessings

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