Horikita's feelings from y1to y2vol7 +ss

1-vol 2, before chabashiras warning.

Context: Horikita goes to Ayanokojis room alone.

Horikita : “After all, it’s rare for me to visit your room, Ayanokouji-kun. Besides,coming here is a shameful act in itself. A disgrace. Understand?”

Ayano :I’d assumed she’d respond like that. I wasn’t hurt at all. I definitely ..wasn’t thinking anything like, Wow, that was unexpectedly harsh.

Ayano “Why are you tracing letters on the wall with your finger?”

 Horikita : “To hide my pounding heart. Or something."

V2 hori ss  I felt that the time i spend being alone has being reducing I know what's causing this It's because of the resident of my neiboring seet in the classroom  I realised that the  time where i talked to him has  increased Why.... is that why ??

......their is no doubte my heart has some other ideas 

And After  she knows that he went in date with kushida :

Horikita: Did you spend your day off with Kushida-san?” an icy voice asked.

Ayano:“Yeah, I did,” I answered quietly. “Kushida wanted Sakura’s cooperation, so she asked for my help. I didn’t have much of a choice.”

Hori: “I see.” I couldn't help but answer coldly as he was a stranger 

 Ayano : Is their any pro...blem?

Did he look at me cuz he felt my Question was unexpected after that he was startled and pulled back while shrinking  his body   Ayano : W..What happend to you ? I looked over at my neighbor, and saw an expression on Horikita’s face that I’d  never glimpsed before..  

Hori: What do you mean   .........it was just i was abit dissatisfied at ayanokouji kun treats people differently.............

 Ayano : “Well, you just had this really weird look on your face.”   Hori: “Really? I didn’t intend to make any kind of face. I should look the same as I always do. However, I will say that I admire how freely you’ve been moving. When I ask you for help, you’re often reluctant, but when Kushida-san asks you, you accept readily. I was calmly and discretely analyzing the difference between us.”   Why i speak so fast ? Not even i could believe myself ...........why is that it slightely looked as if i couldn't handel my unfathomable heart .........he is not the type of person i like ....

so we can understand here what she felt simple it was jealousy 

2- After : chabichira warns the fear start to replace that feeling .she  zven confronts him about what he did in vol2  but he rejected her and  run away not wanting to speak 

her jealousy didn't stop here  so  we see similar behavior :

in v7  Come to Keyaki Mall if you can. Usual spot. A casual, chatty message from Haruka. The moment I started typing a response, Horikita aimed some sharp words at me. “That grin’s really creeping me out.”

Ayano:“Whose?”

Hori: “Yours. You do have some degree of self-awareness without me having to deliberately point it out to you, right?”

Ayano: “I absolutely wasn’t grinning.” I had no memory of the corners of mymouth curling up.

Horikita: “Are you playing dumb again? I’m talking about your inner self,” said Apparently, she smelled my joy like a bloodhound.

Hori :  “You’ve found a cozy little nook, haven’t you?”With that, she grabbed her bag and stormed off to the dorms by herself.  

Ayano: “I was grinning, huh?” I muttered. Of course, it felt good to be contacted by a friend. Still, shouldn’t Horikita be glad about that?

Did she really want us to continue being loners?

So Even though from v3-v10 she doesn't try to get closer to him due to fear, we can still see this behavior.

3- So Horikitas main goal at the time is class A and her brothers acknowledgement + she already is afraid of ayanokoji, so we dont get much development in regards to her feelings. But vol 10 happend and then .....

Horikita ss vol10  "No matter i knocked his door the knock coming back was the same us always .that's why i distract myself slightly for him lately.since i feared getting closer to him"

 Horikita :  If  i start to trust him ....one day i feel i witness something scary . I feel like i will be betrayed 

Kei " kiyotaka is a different matter altogether.if you are that scared , your relationship with him will never begin"

Horikita: her word would remain deep in my heart forever together with the existence of the invinsible neighbour .

After keis wake up call to her, she makes a move, inviting him to her room, cooking a meal. In vol 11 trying to go to his room and we got her ss  of vol 11 named an encouragement of adventure 

But what happens at the end of volume 11.5, he torments her, "You are all alone now" after her brother leaves. Isn't he with her? No, hes telling her, all her advances to get closer to him have failed. Naturally that frustrating, hence her behavior again. When she was crying  or complain about seeting next to him ....

Then y2 

y2v2 feeling spike 

This is where she discusses romance with him As soon as she discusses romance with him, we get that short story of hers in y2 vol3  of new feelings

Horikita ss y2 vol3

I had to performe well as someone who is going solo these next two weeks the same could be said about ayanokouji kun but i probably didn't need to worry about him

  "worrry about him ....huh" That's because i 've been watching him more than anyone else ........

I stopped looking back and took a strong step forward 

A new invisible feeling was growing  It probably not  jealousy nor it was  admiration  I wanted to become someone who stand beside him

Even if i tried to mimic him it wouldn't do me any good  I wanted to become someone who could cover his back partner he could rely on .......

As if it wasn't like me   

.y2v4.5, she tells Ibuki she wants to help him because hes a classmate and she must as a leader, but didn't you just confirm hes your friend in y2v4.

So she's hiding her true feelings ...  

Like The way she react  when Ibuki  told her about the rooftope and about him saving kei    Hori: As I listened to her, I stared out to the shining sea so as not to let my emotions get the better of me, whilst also trying to sort out my head at the same time. The fact that Ryūen-kun turned his attention to Karuizawa-san in order to fish out Ayanokōji-kun, who had been hiding in our class. And how, in order to save her, Ayanokōji-kun went to the rooftope

Y2 vol5   After her decision for keeping kushida the first person she goes to was ayano  even kiyo . first question to Suzun: "What's the matter? Didn't you say something to Kushida?"  . He did not receive a definite answer, but we can see that here she chosed him not kushida ayano feeling was important to her then kushida that's why the first think she did was apologize to him.

Y2 vol7  Hori ss her order in the first was  Nii san ;  i and ayanokhouji kun was in the same classe ......  Then the order  chnaged in the end of her ss 

To  i ;together with ayanokouji kun nii san so her we can see that she stated  ayano before her only manabou's

  so after all that who you think is the most important for horikita   kushida ;sudou ;ibukii ........we can say def that her  feelings that grew inside her toword ayano  are deeper than any think else ...  cuz  it didn't took her a moments or one or two volumes it took her more then 20 volumes to accepte and devlop her feelings