Dear Suicide,

You flirt with me deep into the nighttime

You entice me to abandon my every regret

An alluring loop at the end of a frayed line

Or to light it up with a lead cigarette

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When I’m feeling lost and out of options

You shine brighter than most of my days

To inject my blood with deadly toxins

I find it so hard to want to stay

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No more lonely showers, or painful hours.

No more vacant inbox, or hopeful pep-talks.

No more heavy eyes, or late night cries.

No more empty bed, I’ll just be dead.

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