Reoccurring dreams of failure
Hey guys, checking in on day 45!
Throughout the days I carry a subconscious fear that I'm going to slip up on my diet to realize a few hours later that I failed. I have already made the declaration that if I fail I will restart the very next day. Last night I had a dream I was with my fiancée and we both drank some cranberry tea. In the dream, I downed about half of it before I realized there was liquor in it. I remember vividly trying to pretend like that didn't happen and the feeling just made me sick. When I woke up I was relieved beyond belief to realize it was all a dream.
I don't know what the point of this post is.. I guess I'm telling everyone on their first few days that yes, it does get easier but every level has a different devil.
Looking forward to a strong 75 Hard finish, and already looking more forward to Phase 1.
Stay strong, keep going!
Posted Oct 26, 2022, 12:59 PM UTC
I had a dream that someone was telling me how great these little runt type candies were. As I ate the 4th one I realized what I'd just done. Tried convincing myself that I could count it towards my carbs since they were tiny little candies, then held myself accountable in the dream and came to the realization that I'd failed....it wasn't part of the plan.
Idk....if I can hold myself accountable in my dreams I'm taking it as a sign that I'm actually transforming my mindset and will finally kick those horrible habits of justifying my shitty decisions in multiple areas.