Can I get some critique and help with a poem?

hello doc, I think im going crazy

now now kid let's not be too hasty

sit down, talk, tell it all to me

well.. I...

often feel quite lazy

but I think that's just from being hazy

from all the meds and drugs I put in me

I cant help but in-ter-nally.. Scream

why do I do this to me

why can't I feel free

why am I going around

with this in-san-ity

I just wanna wake up one day

and not think of death

I want my first thought

to be about my bad breath

instead I find myself laying

and often I'd be praying

wishing I could die, wishing I didn't cry

wishing for more as I step onto the floor

wishing for the past to not leave so fast

please help me doc please help me doc

please help me

please help me

please help

help

I feel so terrified

I cant help it anymore

I can't stop it anymore

I cant wait for this to-

Now, hold on, let's change the focus

I can see the hole your going down

you made it full of locusts

you filled this pit with demons and gave it a name

you give it all your power and yourself you blame

your mind isn't a prison you're not trapped inside

you can walk out you know, have you ever tried

any time any day you can use this great power

you can walk out of these thoughts.

don't let them devour

don't fester, don't stress, don't carry that burden

(Right here is where I'm stuck. I'm thinking to finish it with maybe this > I see your pain and its okay that you're hurting accept the pain just don't accept you deserve it (What do yall think?)

Link 1: https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/yj8gow/a_letter_to_god/iumz1s9?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share&context=3

Link 2: https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/yj8zvl/after_im_gone_but_before_i_leave/iumz5y5?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share&context=3