need to cut but my blades are missing

I can’t find my blades anywhere, I live alone so no one could have moved them but I’m also really paranoid and freaking out that someone has broken in and stolen them from me. I’m having an actual fucking breakdown about it because I NEED to cut right now but I can’t like I could’ve sworn I left them under my mattress but they’re not and they’re not in my safe where I usually keep them and I have one in my phone case but it’s blunt and shit and rusty lol like I’ll use it if I have to but I need it to be perfect and it’s stressing me out that I can’t find them