Move On, Or Lose it All

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I’m so confused, bewildered and bitter

I’m supposed to be secure and strong

Keep moving, moving on

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And I do

And I did

Sometimes I slip

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When it’s late

Late at night, when the shadows conspire

And the lights are out

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I’m awake

No mistake

I can’t get back to sleep

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And I wallow in memories deep

For the billionth time

And I don’t even know why

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I think about everything I saw

And everything I felt

And I feel so guilty

But can it be helped?

So much time has passed

But sometimes I need a moment

To keep moving, moving on

So that I don’t stop.

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I’m not even angry

I’m not even glad

I’m not even crazy

I’m sometimes just sad.

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