Am I a trans woman?

First of all, I'm sorry if this is offensive or not alowed in any way. I am very new here.

I've always identified as cis male in the past, but I've recently allowed myself the freedom to explore crossdressing more freely, and omg I love it sooooo much. I feel so cute with my nails and makeup done, my cute red wig frames my face adorably, the boots with heels make me walk like a girl. The short flowey dress and bra, coupled with my natural big round ass gives me a very feminine figure. I recently started shaving my bottom completely clean and omg I want to play with my hole so much more now and I want other people to play with my hole. I get dressed up in the evenings after work, drive over to my daddy's house, walk up to his apartment, he lets me in and I get to suck and ride that amazing long d***. When he fucks me I moan and scream high pitched, I sound like a woman, and it is not fake, as soon as he's inside me my voice just gets really high and I can't help it.

On my way home I'm paranoid someone will see me, but I also crave attention. I want to be cat called and called cute and pretty, part of me wants strange men to grope me, but that's also scary haha.

Anyway this is all new to me and I'm not sure how to process it all. Any words of wisdom are appreciated.