Please see, if possible....my other posts in lamictal and wellbutrin. I spoke about my experience with lamictal and wellbutrin giving me intense and increasing si, hi, anger, rage etc.

I have zero motivation.  I don't even feel love anymore I swear

Yep, i feel that too. I thought maybe this is just what it feels like to be stable but it is pretty hard. For me, all the things I did when I was hypomanic are making me feel pretty disgusted and embarrassed. It's like waking up to wreckage and knowing I caused it.

Maybe try asking if you can look into trying a new medication regiment. I know when I was on seroquel it increase my depression and ocd and suicidal ideation. While it helped with my insomnia it was just a horrible experience overall. You could try other supplements. Some people have genes that don’t allow them to process folate properly and it’s been associated with depression and bipolar. Maybe look into a folinic or methylfolate supplement. Of course take it with a grain of salt and do your own research but it’s worth trying if you feel your sliding more and more towards depression

I’m wondering how many others on this sub is like me. I havent had a hypomanic episode in a couple of years now. My depression just seems to get worse and worse even though im on lamictal(200mg). I go to the gym 4-5 times a week, eat mostly healthy, taking 1200 EPA of omega 3, all vitamins and minerals on point(got bloodwork), i socialize, have a good sleep routine( with the help of seroquel). I’m feeling so hopeless and the suicidal thoughts just keep getting worse and alot more frequent. I’m really trying to do my best, but this is starting to get really unmovitating. I don’t want to live for much longer if this is how its going to be for the rest of my life.

Hypomania.