Lots of help is available in this group. You are greatly loved by God and that’s the place to start. Jesus was tempted to the max but He never gave in. Right away I’d like to be your friend and get acquainted. Yes one can’t always go to one’s parents. DM welcome.

and you just delete your account well thats one way to deal with things ...rolls eyes.

I don't know why but I just feel scared and trapped. I failed NNN today and I relising that I've been wanting to stop PMO since February of 2019 and nothing has worked, I feel like I'm crawling out of a pit and when I feel like I make progress, I lose focus and the dirt falls on top of me and I fall back down. I feel like I have dis connected myself from family and friends and that I'm alone. I just wish I could just go to my parents, hug them, and just cry and tell them everything I'm dealing with. I'm scared and I feel like a defenseless child, trapped in a cage filled with things I'm afraid of yet my bad side enjoys. I want peace, I just want peace. Please.

Please help. I feel scared