Not a good start.

Day 3 of no drinking for 1 year and I just found out this morning a good friend of mine died in a motorcycle accident yesterday. I usually made it a point not to drink if I were upset, or depressed, but this one is hard.

On the flip side, yesterday was my oldest son's 21st birthday, so not having one for him was hard, but he's in the military and is stationed somewhere else, so I just avoided drinking and went to bed.

I'm just drinking a shit load of lemonade right now and just trying to make it to bed time.