I'm sorry

Fuck you.

God, fuck you.

Fuck you.

​

There are no words

in the English language

​

To express

some stupid

stupid

Sunday

​

where you bake cupcakes with my baby sister

and frost them pink for her favorite color.

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Where you sprinkle them with shattered bits of my still heart

and promise to glue it back together with the caramel you bought

just for me.

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Where you leave bruises

on my hips

that still haven’t faded.

​

That won’t fade.

​

How can I tell you all of this. In so few words. With no words.

How can I tell you

​

how now

​

I shower in the dark

and stare at the ground when I walk.

​

how

​

I said I forgive you.

​

how

​

I don’t forgive me.

​

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