If you don’t have anything else

I can be so honest

Why would you lie about something like that?

You’re feverish

And my life is worthless without you

.

I really miss that New Years eve

When I walked for so long in the extreme coldness

I wonder if you were around

.

You’ve just lost it

Come back to your senses

Please, come back to the ground, now

Before you rot with your teeth

Lasting forever in your mouth

Molars, fangs biting deep

.

And you’re so wrong

You can be wrong too with all your power over me

The power to turn me off

I always go into a dreamless dream

.

They tell me about your thick hair

Mocking it is our secret

Where I’m like a breeze through the glacier

For my family, future children

The ones who need me

.

In the snow that’s all around me

I always chase polarbears in my dreams

With razor-like secrets in their jaws

While all this hate for you grows inside

While I let it turn into some syndrome, an adoration

.

Come back to earth

You’re delirious

Arrive to your senses again, like a big lobby to walk through

You’re a big man

You should know the hurt is lasting

.

And so is my trust gone away

I left it at the airport, the train station with a glass roof once

I think I was with you there.

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