letting go ....

dear S,

will the day ever come

when i'm truly over you

you were the first ever guy i trusted

my first guy best friend

first guy i ever had an emotional connection with

no matter what happens

you will always stay in my heart

i fell for your core what's a core; you may ask

in my book,

it's part of someone's soul

that never changes

not with age or time

dear s

thank for setting the standard high

now any guy that comes after has to do more

i miss hearing your voice

i miss your company

most of all how safe you made me feel

f*ck the romantic feelings

i want to be your best friend again

when will this internal war finally get over

cut each-other off you said 3 words

that made my heart sink

i hope some day we can laugh about the time i had feelings for you

or if not, i hope i at least get to hug you goodbye

dear s,

i will love you forever

if not romantically definitely platonically

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