6 days after pledging to stop - I have an update.

Well, I thought it would be somewhat easy - yeah I was wrong. Very wrong. Relapsed on Days 2 and 4, as I got uncontrollable urges and it felt like I couldn’t fight it. I’m ashamed of myself, don’t get me wrong, but I’m going to try and not fuck up again! I think I can manage to do 90 days, hopefully longer! Even 15 or 30 will be a small victory for me. I haven’t flatlined yet, which is odd. On what days did most of you flatline? Anyway, wish me luck!