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i am no longer here by choice yes i

decided to come here i thought it would

be fun this time this time i could use self

control thats part of its trick the truth is

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self control is not possible here i

never have to decide what to do i

only need to decide to continue

continuing is always less boring

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im able to leave for short spurts of time

i always return even when toilsome

ingenuity abounds when there is

such a consuming source of apathy

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