Counting Mistakes
Fighting for a breath but lost in the moment. Emotionally damaged a home in fragments. A partner who kills an ego like it's a contest. While I put an effort many would invest.
Silence the mind I become withdrawn. Hate myself in ways that would upset a mom. I love my wife I don't see anything wrong. Mentally exhausted but can't confront.
Bipolar so she's easily triggered. Noticed from day one but nothing sinister. Emotionally abusive but I forgive her. Love unconditionally altho there's a concern.
Kiss the relationship goodbye once they count the mistakes. I tried to but always pushed the thought away.
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Posted Dec 4, 2022, 5:43 AM UTC