Bukowski
Bukowski did it right
In my opinion he’s the only one
Everyone else
Tries to be smart
Tries to write good
Bukowski was what he was and never
apologized
He was a bitter selfish prick asshole
No one does what he did
He was a bitter selfish prick asshole
But
He never let go of himself
And people loved him for it
Even when they didn’t
He still was a bitter selfish prick asshole
Purity like that is rare
Truly the only human who I read and think
“He isn’t a total pretentious snob wannabe writer”
He was the real deal
I just read some Bukowski
And even now I’m writing like him
(I never said writing good asshole)
It makes me so mad that I haven’t been able
To be as pure as him
Or maybe I give up on that when people
Give up on me
Right now I’m writing
I think I’m writing for myself
But I don’t know
That’s s what keeps me up at night
It’s so complicated
For Bukowski
It wasn’t
It makes me sick
Posted Dec 11, 2022, 10:48 PM UTC