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I used to be so innocent and pure hearted as a child, to the extent that my gullibility allowed the people around me to make fun of me and I didn't even realize that. All I was taught by my mom was to be a good person and that's honestly how I wanted to be remembered when I die.

She said be good and it will come back to you and the sincere expectation of the good coming back to me traumatized me. Although , it took me time to realize that to be kind is to be selfless and not to expect anything in return while doing good because that's being selfish and that's the opposite of being selfless but sometimes reciprocation is very much necessary too. It's hard to be the guy who is there for ever