Accomplished_Fox200

It’s been months since i never did it but i have intense attachment issues and i push everyone away. So i feel this intense hurt and desperation and i can’t make an outlet for it

I need help

I realized this is my identity I exist to be stepped on and I can’t function without being ordered

I sent someone dangerous nudes and then they deleted their chat and blocked me

Idk what to do

I might kill myself

I wanted a service from someone and after I gave them money they started saying they are so grateful and after some time I gave them extra and they didnt react i told them to give it back and they told me dissmisivly they didnt ask for extra they just happened that I needed money to pay for their studies

I am not a charity I feel used I wanna hit myself

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Why when I vent no one replies to me I tried for months on discord and on reddit but people don't reply at all when another person talk they start engaging with them

This story happened months ago I can’t remember accurately. I have been banned without a warning but my messages in DMs with all the personal info are still there even after the suspended account gets deleted.

I have been contacting discord team for months. At first to unban me since I didn’t know and I didn’t get a warning except me having to do more captcha, but they said no. Then I requested to at least delete my messages since I can’t delete them manually, even opened different tickets. But they give me replies completely unrelated to my request days or weeks later and then ghosted me completely. Even though I am in the EU and requesting under GDPR.

What should I do? And will my messag

I tried working with them for an accountability service but they barely reply or care then making it my fault when I lashed out