Affectionate-Bat7827

There NEVER WAS , and there NEVER WILL BE

A place on this Earth for a LOSER LIKE ME.

NO MATTER how much I sacrifice , or how HARD I TRY

I'll only SUFFER , FAIL , AND LOSE

till the day i FINALLY DIE.

And when I'm gone, there's NO ONE , NOWHERE

Who will shed a single tear , or remotely show they care.

I WON'T be grieved over , NOR will I be missed

The world will forget , as though I didn't exist.

There NEVER WAS , and there NEVER WILL BE

A place on this Earth for a LOSER LIKE ME!!!!!!

My MISERABLE "life" will one day be over. And , as usual , NOBODY CARES.

At least I can look forward to the fact that when I die , the EARTH will have to find a new punching bag. And I'll never feel any pain again.

Everyone knows the "traditional" story of Cinderella.......a young girl forced into servitude and slavery in her own FUCKING HOUSE by a wicked stepmother and her horrid stepsisters , who later , by means of a "glass slipper" , marries the handsome prince and goes from "rags to riches".

Here's MY FUCKED UP VERSION (MY FUCKING "LIFE".)

47 , SINGLE , MALE. NO KIDS. WORKED LIKE A FUCKING SLAVE FOR 20 YEARS , ONLY TO WATCH EVERYONE ELSE AROUND ME GET ALL THE BENEFITS , REWARDS , AND BLESSINGS FROM MY HARD WORK AND SACRIFICE.....ALL WHILE I GOT NOTHING!!!!!!

I LOSE MY APARTMENT DUE TO SOMEONE ELSE'S FUCKING GREED. BECAUSE OF THIS , I LOSE MY FUCKING JOB. ON TOP OF THIS BULLSHIT , MY ELDERLY DAD

I've COMPLETELY lost hope. Less than a month ago , My elderly dad (who is an amputee with NUMEROUS health issues) and I received the HEARTBREAKING notice that the management company that owns our apartment complex will NOT be renewing our lease. We have been given until October 31 , the DAY AFTER MY 48TH BIRTHDAY , to vacate our apartment or be evicted. We have a SELFISH , MISERABLE EXCUSE FOR A FAMILY that REFUSE to take us in , even temporarily. As of this post , we have ONLY TWO MORE WEEKS LEFT until the deadline. We have NO PLACE TO GO.

WE'RE AT RISK OF BEING HOMELESS , AND LOSING EVERYTHING WE OWN , INCLUDING YEARS OF MY PERSONAL ARTWORK THAT CANNOT BE REPLACED , AS WELL AS PERSONAL B

Everyone knows the "traditional" story of Cinderella.......a young girl forced into servitude and slavery in her own FUCKING HOUSE by a wicked stepmother and her horrid stepsisters , who later , by means of a "glass slipper" , marries the handsome prince and goes from "rags to riches".

Here's MY FUCKED UP VERSION (MY FUCKING "LIFE".)

47 , SINGLE , MALE. NO KIDS. WORKED LIKE A FUCKING SLAVE FOR 20 YEARS , ONLY TO WATCH EVERYONE ELSE AROUND ME GET ALL THE BENEFITS , REWARDS , AND BLESSINGS FROM MY HARD WORK AND SACRIFICE.....ALL WHILE I GOT NOTHING!!!!!!

I LOSE MY APARTMENT DUE TO SOMEONE ELSE'S FUCKING GREED. BECAUSE OF THIS , I LOSE MY FUCKING JOB. ON TOP OF THIS BULLSHIT , MY ELDERLY DAD

Everyone knows the "traditional" story of Cinderella.......a young girl forced into servitude and slavery in her own FUCKING HOUSE by a wicked stepmother and her horrid stepsisters , who later , by means of a "glass slipper" , marries the handsome prince and goes from "rags to riches".

Here's MY FUCKED UP VERSION (MY FUCKING "LIFE".

47 , SINGLE , MALE. NO KIDS. WORKED LIKE A FUCKING SLAVE FOR 20 YEARS , ONLY TO WATCH EVERYONE ELSE AROUND ME GET ALL THE BENEFITS , REWARDS , AND BLESSINGS FROM MY HARD WORK AND SACRIFICE.....ALL WHILE I GOT NOTHING!!!!!!

I LOSE MY APARTMENT DUE TO SOMEONE ELSE'S FUCKING GREED. BECAUSE OF THIS , I LOSE MY FUCKING JOB. ON TOP OF THIS BULLSHIT , MY ELDERLY DAD

Before I EVEN SAY ANYTHING , TWO WARNINGS ARE TO BE HEEDED:

1. ABSOLUTELY NO TALK OF RELIGION , THE FUCKING BIBLE , OR THE GAY FAGOTT BASTARDS JEHOVA OR JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED , THEY ARE BOTH FOREVER DEAD TO ME. MAY THEY BOTH ROT IN FUCKING HELL!!!!

2. I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING FAMILY THAT GIVES 2 SHITS ABOUT ANYTHING OR ANYONE BUT THEIR OWN SELFISH , HOLIER THAN THOU ASSES , SO I DON'T WANNA FUCKING HEAR " THINK OF THE PAIN YOUR LOVED ONES WILL ENDURE." MY FAMILY WON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK IF I KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW. ALL I AM IS A FUCKING FAILURE AND A FUCKING BURDEN THEY CAN'T WAIT TO GET RID OF.

That being said this is my situation :

I'm 47 years old. I was born sev

I just turned 47 years old a couple of weeks ago. I was born several months premature and almost died at birth. I had to live with a physical disorder too humiliating to even mention , much less discuss in any sort of detail , for the first 25 years of my life. Because of this , I never got to do anything but stay home and rot. I NEVER got to graduate high school ( though all my siblings did.) College was NEVER going to be a reality for Me , I NEVER had relationship/ marriage ( all my siblings did.) NEVER got to learn to even drive a vehicle ( EVERYONE ELSE IN MY FAMILY DID!!!!) WHENEVER I did have ANY SORT of employment and TRIED MY HARDEST to improve on my SHITTY life , SOME FUCKING THIN