AgentPaint

(reposted on main bc i think either automod was sus of my alt or maybe posts need to be approved manually, idk)

Hey there!!! After having a (frankly miserable) time on other apps, I think it's finally time for me to try out this sub! Not too sure how to format this so i'll just try to dump useful info in an organized manner LOL

FYI, i am AMAB, 99% sure im probably trans, but im still figuring that out, its not exactly a topic i wanna chat about, just wanted to put that out there.

OK now let's actually talk about what im looking for!!!

I'm a 26 year old Asian person that lives in the Southern California area. I currently go by they/he pronouns.

I'm aroace and I'm mostly looking for frien

I mean this like as a genuine question, why do you stream? What is it that keeps you going?

I’m really trying to figure out what truly motivates me to stream.

I like entertaining other people, if I wasn’t streaming I would still find a way to make others laugh, but I don’t think that should be the only thing that I should be streaming for, because that’s entirely reliant on validation from other people. How do find that validation from myself, and not from numbers or chatters or any kind of external interaction?

I feel like this is a weird thing to say, but lately more people have started chatting in my streams, and its been more challenging of an adjustment than I thought it would be.

For reference, I've been streaming casually as a hobby on and off for about 3 years at this point, and for a majority of the time its been just me talking with myself. I eventually got used to this, but recently I've received a small bump in viewership (as in, there are actually viewers) which has lead to chat being more lively than usual (as in, its actually active)

I'm grateful for the increased activity, but it's been quite the adjustment. What used to be essentially me thinking out loud has now become conversati

I've found these:

https://www.curseforge.com/minecraft/mc-mods/no-grass-no-flowers

https://www.curseforge.com/minecraft/mc-mods/goodbye-grass

For 1.12 or older versions but I'm wondering if there's a mod of this for newer versions.

Yeah I know I can use NEI but I just wanna know if something like that exists