CDsuccubus

Hey yall,
I was on HRT for a month, it was hard. Then my dog passed away... And all of the sudden the changes I was getting felt wrong (face, breasts, low libido, etc). I was also having a lot of stress and anxiety.

I have reverted back to presenting as male, even started going to the gym so I can grow, started growing a mustache again too, and other things that brought me close to masculinity.

But here I am, back on this subreddit, questioning everything. I wish I was just born female, without any of the hardship of being trans, hell I don't even know if I am trans or not. All I know really is that I hate how my mind gets when im masculine. I keep wanting attention from women, keep foc

Hello everyone 🎀

I just started HRT yesterday, and I want to know if im good on my doses. Right now Im on 12.5mg Cyproterone and 4mg of Zumenon daily. Ive heard this is a standard starting dose but I keep wondering if I might be hindering the effects?

I've done a lot of research and it seems good to me, but I always like to triple check + get more opinions.

Lmk !! <33

Soooo... I started HRT :D

Thank you to everyone who replied to my other post !! Your opinions were appreciated. Ive decided to just go ahead with it - I was stuck in a vicious cycle, and I think this is the way I can break free from it. I was lucky to have a transwoman help me get my medication, and Ive also started the medical process myself through the Transgender Health Institute. I feel like the timing is perfect and everything is lining up the way it should.

There is a chance I might detransition, not because I think I will, but because anything can happen. All I know for sure is that I feel it in my soul - that this is the right way for me. Im one step closer to my dream. 🦋

I wish a

Ive always had a struggle with identity.

Last year I was very close to transitioning but gave up. I became much more honest about my identity afterwards - and believed I was aligned with continuing to be male, physically (my gender is non-binary).

I keep all the photos and memories from the time I was feminizing and near transition. I look at them fondly and I miss that "phase" of my life. I wonder if I made the wrong decision by going back? Does anyone have a similar experience?

I like the idea of being a man, finding my way in life and starting a family - but lets be real, how can anyone start a family nowadays lmao... and even if it was viable, is that really what I want? I live in a p

Ive always had a struggle with identity.

Last year I was very close to transitioning but gave up. I became much more honest about my identity afterwards - and believed I was aligned with continuing to be male, physically (my gender is non-binary).

I keep all the photos and memories from the time I was feminizing and near transition. I look at them fondly and I miss that "phase" of my life. I wonder if I made the wrong decision by going back? Does anyone have a similar experience?

I like the idea of being a man, finding my way in life and starting a family - but lets be real, how can anyone start a family nowadays lmao... and even if it was viable, is that really what I want? I live in a p