Chippybops

sometimes being an autistic woman on the asexual spectrum is really isolating. I want to be sexy, I want to be sexually desired. But I can’t being myself to enjoy the idea of sex. I struggle with forming connections with others. I’m not ugly, my friends have assured me I could easily get a date, but I just feel so corrupt. i don’t feel loveable. I wouldn’t be able to give a partner what they want

I have an intense yearning for my friend, this boy I see every day. Sweetest guy I’ve ever met and literally looks like Hercules. I’m so down bad for him, so horny, but emotionally not sexually. I cant get off to him because I just can’t finish, god I can barely get started. (maybe this is just

sometimes being a woman on the ace spectrum is really isolating. I want to be sexy, I want to be sexually desired. But I can’t being myself to enjoy the idea of sex. I’m also autistic and struggle with relationships. I’m not ugly, my friends have assured me I could easily get a date, but I just feel so corrupt. i don’t feel loveable. I wouldn’t be able to give a partner what they want

I have an intense yearning for my friend, this boy I see every day. Sweetest guy I’ve ever met and literally looks like Hercules. I’m so down bad for him, so horny, but emotionally not sexually. I cant get off to him because I just can’t finish, god I can barely get started. (maybe this is just also being a

And he’s not wrong. Here’s the thing - once I (F) develop a bond with someone I have a crush on I start becoming horny for them. I don’t feel sexual pleasure, but oh god do I want to give it to someone else.

I would do almost anything my partner wanted if it was consensual and made them happy. But I would probably never be turned on or aroused by any sexual experience. My friend pointed out that for him and probably other guys it would be a major turn off knowing your fucking a girl who isn’t getting any pleasure from it, even though she has given full consent.

My personal preference on what I think is fun? I want to dry hump a hot nerd with a praise kink and give him hickeys until he com

She doesn’t know we live next to a funeral home

I don’t get how it’s possible for us to find healthy coping mechanisms for stress/trauma. I face such intense highs and lows, and both come with strong feelings and often harmful coping mechanisms. I’ve struggled with school avoidance, anorexia, self harm, and now school has started again and I’m going through a queer awakening 😭 I don’t want to have sex but I also want to be wanted by someone?!?

(Skip this bit if you don’t want to hear about female asexual confusion) I’m honestly becoming a bit consumed by pining over this pretty boy and needing to touch him, and then my brain screaming at me for being a pervert. I’ve been told I’m very trusting and too gullible, and my friends have warne