I swear to God I’m going insane. In the past 2.5 years, I’ve had on-and-off feelings for a guy friend of mine. Like, I could go months without having a crush on him, and then suddenly they come back. I’ve officially confessed twice within those 2.5 years. The first time, he didn’t understand what I was talking about since I was talking so fast, so I assumed he rejected me and I moved on. The second time was a whole year later, where I confessed and he reciprocated, but he felt that he wasn’t ready for a relationship, that he felt unworthy, and that we should stay friends. So I just tried to forget and move on. And I did, for a total of 9 months, but now I feel like I’m redeveloping feelings.
I swear to God I’m going insane. In the past 2.5 years, I’ve had on-and-off feelings for a guy friend of mine. Like, I could go months without having a crush on him, and then suddenly they come back. I’ve officially confessed twice within those 2.5 years. The first time, he didn’t understand what I was talking about since I was talking so fast, so I assumed he rejected me and I moved on. The second time was a whole year later, where I confessed and he reciprocated, but he felt that he wasn’t ready for a relationship, that he felt unworthy, and that we should stay friends. So I just tried to forget and move on. And I did, for a total of 9 months, but now I feel like I’m redeveloping feelings.
When I was around 12, I started getting exposed to the LGBTQ community through social media. And I began to identify as bisexual, but looking back, I don’t think I truly believed I was bi. It felt more like I was trying to be different or stand out. As I got older, I brushed it off as just a ‘phase’ and I left it behind. But then, when I actually started to develop feelings and attractions, there was always a part of me that wondered if I could like girls. I would often push those thoughts away, constantly bouncing between “maybe I do” and “nope, I’m definitely straight. I can’t imagine being with a girl.” Now, I’m in this place where I’ve accepted that I do feel attraction toward girls, and
Earlier this year, one of my closest guy friends went through a messy breakup after being in a relationship for over a year. When I found out and saw how upset he was, I reached out to comfort him. I felt like I was the only one who could really be there for him, especially since our other friends weren’t as serious about supporting him. At our last group hangout, things felt a bit different – we were a little more touchy (in a friendly way), like he hugged me from behind. Our friendship had never involved physical contact before, so I think I might’ve started developing a crush on him because we’ve become closer and talked more. I’m not sure if I should say anything about it, though. Should
Earlier this year, one of my closest guy friends went through a messy breakup after being in a relationship for over a year. When I found out and saw how upset he was, I reached out to comfort him. I felt like I was the only one who could really be there for him, especially since our other friends weren’t as serious about supporting him. At our last group hangout, things felt a bit different – we were a little more touchy (in a friendly way), like he hugged me from behind. Our friendship had never involved physical contact before, so I think I might’ve started developing a crush on him because we’ve become closer and talked more. I’m not sure if I should say anything about it, though. Should
So one of my closest guy friends had a messy breakup earlier this year, and this relationship lasted for maybe over a year. And once I found out and I saw he was upset, I comforted him and talked to him since I was probably the only person who would be the most supportive since our other friends are unserious. And we got closer. And our last group hangout, me and him were abit more touchy (in a friendly way) like he hugged me from behind, but our friendship in the past never involved physical contact. And I think I started to develop a crush on him due to the fact that we became closer and talked more. I don’t think I should say anything about it though. So should I let it fade away and neve
And I I don’t even care if people disagree with me on this. I got triggered to write this after seeing so many TikTok comments about how Haley should’ve ended up with Andy. I’m glad Haley got with Dylan and not Andy. Dylan was always there for her, he loved her for who she was in the past and who she was in the present. He’s dumb yes but he’s not a liar when he says he loves Haley. And with Andy I can’t help but say that I don’t like him. He literally cheated on his fiancee with Haley. And I don’t care if his fiancee was cheating on him too, you shouldn’t cheat period. He just annoys me, I never liked his character, when I rewatched Modern Family ages ago I was just waiting for his role in t
It can’t just be me that thinks that the CaitVi sex scene in the jail cell felt so unnecessary and felt more like fan service. I didn’t hate it and I even gasped with excitement when it happened when I first reacted to Arcane season 2. But the more I think of it and even had a long arcane rant about it with my friend, the scene is very skippable for me. And in my opinion even the Jayce and Mel sex scene was better done.
But I won’t lie, I do love the ‘I didn’t need all the guards at the hexgates’ memes 😭
My sister claims that by doing this that I’m a ‘cheap and bad’ friend, but I think it’s just being resourceful since I don’t use it and my friend would value it much more then I would
So my friends birthday is up and I’m running low on money. And she gets me nice gifts so I want to give her nice gifts. So in my mind I’m thinking of giving her a present I got for Christmas, and also give her a plushie I bought for myself ages ago. My sister tells me that doing that makes me a ‘bad friend’. But i do plan to attempt to make a scrapbook. Does that make me a ‘cheap’ friend?