CroakyPoem

I hate drinking. I hate the taste. I hate the affect it has on you. I hate the feeling in the morning afterwards. I hate the fact that it seems like you can't go and not drink while everyone else is. And I especially hate the fact that it seems that anytime anyone wants to celebrate anything, they only consider drinking. One of my dudes got some great orders (navy) and he wanted to celebrate, by drinking. Not by hanging out and doing some fun shit. Just drinking and chatting. I decided to go (origin of my post) and now fuckin regret it. I feel like shit, nauseus, and lethargic. I got shit I gotta do and I have a night shift tonight. But, at least in the navy, it seems that the only way peopl

It's my fault I've gained weight.

It's my fault I'm single.

It's my fault I struggled in school.

It's my fault I am not happy.

It's my fault I'm alone in a country I have been wanting to be at for 2 years now.

It's my fault I'm not a better Christian.

It's my fault I'm upset.

Finally started working out again and I found out I was struggling to do 15 push-ups in a row when I could do 50 easily 6 months ago. Then the ball started rolling towards the rest of my life.

Today is the last day I'm like this. Fuck that stupid voice that tells me I can't do something. I'm better than I have been and I need to show it. I need to be a better leader, person, and family member. I need to parti

Needed to vent about this situation and this is the best place for it. I know I was in the wrong to some degree but it still was frustrating and I know I shouldn't be this mad, but I can't help it.

So there was a post talking about a state and the way they see themselves in the future (you can dig into my comments if you wanna see what it was). I made a comment for masks and comparing it to shirts for wearing it. Got down voted which, again, it's reddit, I'm ok with being wrong and downvoted to hell and another commenter who didn't bash me told me it was disingenuous and not a great opinion, which I get.

Another dude in the comments (again can look at the actual text for yourself) bashed

I relapsed. I am not going to beat myself up over it cause I at least know what I needed to do that I didn't do. I was feeling like crap and couldn't sit on the feeling like I normally do. But I added a website blocker on my phone for adult content like the one on my computer anyway. I also didn't come here first. That is something I need to incorporate right when I get an urge.

Remember my fellow individuals who have relapsed, you may have lost a battle but you haven't lost the war yet. Keep going, keep pushing and one day you will get past these urges and issues. You got this kings. You have a entire army of NoFappers waiting behind you willing to help!

I keep getting an error saying i need to update the game every 10 or so games but when i check steam there isn't an update for it. Is this happening to anyone else/ What is causing the issue?

This is just a heads up and a warning for players that play on the regular game.

If you see a player essentially teleporting across the map and playing different rules than you then they are playing the beta. The beta has more abilities in the game and they can also play with different rules then the regular players. So you'd be playing at 1.25x speed while they are playing at 3x speed. If you see that id say kick them right after you spot that.

We dated and broke up in 2018 and we reconnected in late 2019 but just stayed friends. I know I only want to stay friends with her as we are not compatible for a relationship now, but I haven't had the greatest time in the dating pool since. Every time we talk, I always find the thoughts of wanting to be with her come up and when I realize that we aren't compatible anymore I used to turn to porn and fap cause it made me feel better.

But it is only hurting me. I haven't been able to focus my energy onto moving on from her and going out into the dating pool. I just moved to a brand new country half the world away 2 months ago and I still have only talked to 2-3 girls out here cause I have ha