Currently-Present

I’m trying to write down all the good things I’ve done in the past month and April was rather uneventful. I think I did a really good job staying in touch with friends and quarantine has actually allowed me to get closer to them. I started to distance myself from a couple of toxic people and I’m still trying to become a little more outgoing. My friends are all planning to get together with me when all this gets out and while I’m trapped inside I can look forward to that.

People who a genuinely posting about a death of someone probably don’t care if their post blows up. It’s perfect for karma farming because it’s hard to disprove quickly. When it is proven wrong it creates enough useless drama. People are getting hate messages, and everyone’s freaking out over some random person on the internet who was sad enough to lie about dying for some number on a website.

This sub used to be a place for teenagers to just hang around and talk to each other but now the only things I see are shitposts and about how xyz user “died” and about how it was fake and I’m tired of it and I’m sure most people are tired of it too.

whether it’s emotional like jarring up emotions or not showing everything , or just stopping yourself from doing something like a bad habit

So I started writing down all of my major accomplishments and improvements for myself at the end of the month last month and I don’t want to abandon the idea as this month was just as good as the last. One problem I had with myself last month was that I wasn’t close enough with anyone at my school to where I was being invited to anything. That changed this month, when I was finally invited over to a friend’s house and we hung out and played smash together. Pretty chill. I hung out with some classmates for short amounts of time. I did some stuff with my tack team and someone called talking to me “uplifting”. After all of that, covid shut everything down but currently I’m trying really hard to