Demidrake

Warning, baggage incoming, so if this isn’t for you, I’d skip this post. But I’m just really looking for advice on how to get out of the situation I’m in and go be a capable human being.

I (M23) live with my single mother, and have done so since I was 11, when she divorced my father for multiple cases of cheating as well as for being cold and emotionally abusive towards her and me while she struggled to fight off severe C Difficile and constant migraines. Their relationship had been going downhill for a few years at that point. Regardless, my father never really taught me any life skills himself, even when I did have ample time with him, and his way of making up for the divorce has been bas

In what sorts of ways do spirits manifest and communicate in your life and workings? Subtly, a feeling of presence and knowing? Visually/audibly? Through synchronicities? Or some other way? Is it different for one entity than for another? Please discuss and share your experiences.

Long story short, watched Hereditary in 2017 in theaters, my teenage mind wasn’t ready and I was traumatized from it. I’ve been to therapy for that and other things, but they never really gave me the ability to solve the problem myself. Have mild OCD and intrusive thoughts that play into my trauma from this movie. Besides seeing a hypnotherapist (which I am considering but isn’t covered by my insurance, so it’d be an expense), should I just straight up educate myself in Solomonic magic and summon the demon in question in a respectful yet controlled manner, so that I can overcome my irrational fear? I have experience with the occult, but have never worked with demons, as it is against my pers

Pointless memes, porn, politics, it’s all tangling around me and I wish I could just break free, but it’s so hard. I have a spiritual practice that I do, but my internet usage is a detriment to my consistency in both my mundane and spiritual existence. I can’t just sell my devices though, as we’re living in the modern age where such things are necessary to function in our society. It’s pretty messed up. What can I do?

EDIT: I've read all of your replies, thank you sincerely for the valuable input, it's given me a lot to think about, and a lot to do.

Day 4 of NNN and day 5 of my current streak, I'm able to keep it together and stay the course but I'm visibly tense, and even though I try to distract myself and focus on work I have to do, etc. I'm still just really tense and kinda irritable. Got outside, went for walks, all that jazz, and it helped temporarily but still... I've become a soda can and it seems like every day I get shaken a little bit more. Longest streak is 11 days, but I'm a different person compared to two years ago when I was doing this more, my mindset has changed, and I know now that I can at the very least beat NNN and kick porn to the curb for good. Any tips on tension management though?

Just saw a YouTube ad about their boxing match. First time hearing about this, I expected more from the Spider ngl. Sad he’s staining his legacy with this shit but hey money talks ig.

EDIT: This is my best aged post by far.

He took all the nutella, and he also cut out my wife’s liver, what do I do?