Dexmonkey

So I’m sitting here after just watching 50 days worth of struggle be wasted. I’m sending this message to try and give myself, and maybe others a point of reference.

See, I could see this failure coming for days now. I’d been feeling run down and a lot of my preventative steps (meditation, exercise, guitar, drawing) had gone by the board.

Boredom is the mind-killer, not fear. It should be the devil makes work for idle fantasies to do; and I fucking love my fantasies. How the hell can i be so addicted to something i hate so much?

You can feel it too. It’s like a caterpillar crawling across your brain, when you’re lethargic and everything you’re unsatisfied with comes in from the cold. No

Hi all. I’m 30 days in and I’m finding not masturbating is a really good thing. I feel stronger, more clear headed and confident. My problem is I can’t stop looking at porn. 2-3 days seems to be my limit. Please reply bros if you have any advice that can help. I really want to give this up for good.