Dhaleesi

I want to keep things personal and private but he's obsessed with showing me off and talking about me to other people. He says it's his one major kink, we've talked about how uncomfortable I am with it and doesn't seem to phase him at all. It's been nearly 2 weeks straight of nothing but that conversation.
I mean what do I do? We've been together 18 years, I don't want the relationship to end but neither of us willing to compromise on this and feel like crying and ripping my hair out over it.

Does anyone else deal with their cat pans gathering condensation under the pan into a very foul puddle?

How do you stop this from happening?

He sexted with other girls for months behind my back. I don't feel loved or worthwhile anymore. He says it was just for the attention and wasn't emotional or physical even though there were pics involved, he said he loved these girls it texts. I don't trust him anymore. We've been together for 17 years. I can't just leave him. I do still love him otherwise it wouldn't hurt like it does. I'm just at a total loss for words and can't get through the grief I'm feeling.

He sexted with other girls for months behind my back. I don't feel loved or worthwhile anymore. He says it was just for the attention and wasn't emotional or physical even though there were pics involved, he said he loved these girls it texts. I don't trust him anymore. We've been together for 17 years. I can't just leave him. I do still love him otherwise it wouldn't hurt like it does. I'm just at a total loss for words and can't get through the grief I'm feeling.

So I had a workers comp claim that paid out money and I haven't been. Able to get in touch with anyone at sedgwick that can help me access that money. My case worker won't call me back and sedgwick themselves keeps redirecting me to people with voice-mail that also never call me back. What am I supposed to do? It's been over 4 weeks since the first payout was mentioned by sedgwick and I haven't seen any of the money.

So I guess I'm wondering if I might be non binary. I've always considered myself ab aesexual woman, but I'm wondering if there is more to it than that?

I love femininity and femine things, dresses, heels, jewelry, makeup, etc. If you can call those things feminine.

But there was always a huge portion of my life where I wore men's clothes and avoided the feminine.

Now I've somewhere in the in-between. I love my feminine things but I love my masculinity as well. I enjoy being mistaken as sir. It doesn't matter to me what gender people consider me.

I don't know if any of thos sounds enby or not which I guess is why I'm asking if it does.