Directorren

I wish I could just have a good relationship with someone after what happened with my ex girlfriend.

There’s someone I’m friends with that I think I have a crush on, but I don’t know if she likes me back. I want to talk to her more but she’s in college and I’m working a full time job as a bank teller.

We’ve only been friends since earlier this year and we’ve talked a lot and we have flirted some, but I can’t tell if either one of us is being serious about the flirting or if it’s just as a joke or something like that.

I’m just kinda scared to ask her cause of my trauma from my sexual assault and my toxic ex girlfriend. I have talked to her about it and she does know that I am a closeted trans woman (after I posted a face reveal on my private Twitter she sent me a photo of herself and she has sent me a couple photos and she is super cute) but I just am worried that I’ll end up losing a friend that I care about and has been super supportive and sweet to me.

We’ve only been friends since earlier this year and we’ve talked a lot and we have flirted some, but I can’t tell if either one of us is being serious about the flirting or if it’s just as a joke or something like that.

I’m just kinda scared to ask her cause of my trauma from my sexual assault and my toxic ex girlfriend. I have talked to her about it and she does know that I am a closeted trans woman (after I posted a face reveal on my private Twitter she sent me a photo of herself and she has sent me a couple photos and she is super cute) but I just am worried that I’ll end up losing a friend that I care about and has been super supportive and sweet to me.

My first day isn’t until August 10, but I got hired to work at as a customer service representative at a bank close to where I live.

I’m feeling a little anxious about it, but I’m hoping in time the anxieties will go away.

Can you all pray that it goes well for me?

Thank you, and God bless.

I’m just tired of endlessly looking through job sites every day trying to find a new job, only to never find any that can use my skills, never hear back from the places I apply at, or get rejection emails. It’s so exhausting when I have people like my parents telling me I’m not trying hard enough to find a new job or to just apply for whatever cause “the people there will train you for the job you’re applying for,” or to try and go to job centers to get help with job searching, but it just doesn’t seem like there’s any reason or any point to do so when even after a year of searching I still haven’t found a job

Can you all pray for me? I’m busy at the moment so I can’t really go into detail about why. But I just need someone to pray for me.