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I don’t know what to add here. I’m just a 12 year old girl that doesn’t what to live anymore.

so I don’t feel like me, and I constantly have violent thoughts like wondering what a dead body would look like and last night I thought how are people conscious. I hate it! like I fucking bite myself for no reason and I just don’t fucking understand why I do this shit for no reason! I don’t know what else to add to this so I’m just going to leave it at this.

so like a few weeks ago probably like 1 or 2 months ago I for some reason wanted to know what trauma feels like and I still do sometimes. It like a thought I don’t want. I also bite mysel.

so I have tho cat masks and I wear them sometimes and I want to have the black cat tail and ears thing. what dose that make me? I also don’t know what subreddit to post it in so if you know where I should post this please tell me.

so I sometimes wonder what trauma would feel like.( unless seeing my mom have a stroke wen I was little is trauma, I never experienced trauma before from what I know.) I am 12f and have never had professional help yet. I’ll add more info depending on the comments and if anyone sees this.

So I don’t know what to add here but I have some mental questions. so how many times do I need to see things that are not real, to need to do something about it? ( I don’t know how to spell it so I had to explain it.) most of the time I know it isn’t real, but one time I thought I saw my friend in the side of my eyes. how many sigh of being insane dose there need to be, to be legally insane? I’ll add more questions later.

ok this is my first post, topical teen stuff. ( hopefully not.) I don’t know if anyone would even see this. I’m just doing this because I can’t tell like anyone I know. anyway how I harm myself is from a pin. ( I don’t know how to explain it but yeah.) I’m just typing this so I can get advice wi having to tell people in person. this is part 1 of it thoug.( If anyone sees this,can you give me some tips? If you have any questions I’ll also answer. probably not right away.