Evvvann

I've just been sitting for my bus home and not only was the first bus I was gonna get cancelled, but after waiting another 20 mins until the next ones scheduled arrival it is now 20 minutes late, meaning I've been waiting 40 minutes for a bus I expected to come 35 minutes ago, and this is normal, why are they like this???

I love the idea of getting fat but i really struggle with overeating as I simply don't find it nice, in the past I've overfed myself over the course of a few days and felt I was a bit chubbier and started to get really into the Fetish, then days go by and I stop feeling fat and lose my motivation for the fetish since I have nothing to be horny about, the act of stuffing myslef and making my belly bloated do turn me on but only cause ik they're making me fatter, I suppose what I really need is a way I can stay invested In the fetish and to keep enjoying it so I can get fat without losing motivation, like any ways I can feel fat and make my belly feel chubby relatively quickly and without real