EyeStrange9592

Hello.

First time posting but I am having trouble with my sense of reasoning.

To put thing into context I am a middle child and my brothers are 1 year apart.

The relationship I have with my family is spotty at best. I always have to do the chores, upkeep the lawn, and work a full time job. I was always ignored and everyone used the term 'mean' to describey behavior. I developed a front where I showed anger most of the time to shield myself from getting hurt and someone had to protect my little brother because my old brother couldn't do it. To this day, I am still considered mean, unreasonable and loud.

My big brother never talked to me after middle school. He always got what he wante