FilthyPail

I dont know why the world, and everyone is so negative. There are very few moments in my life on a day to day basis of positivity. The negative outweighs the positive by 10:1, and its not my mindset.

I truly try to be as positive as possible, but it just seems like on the news, there is only negativity, and with my social life, it seems like people just gravitate to the most negative things, like judgement of others, gossip, and just complaints of certain things.

As the title states, I really struggle with maintaining relationships, I am a male, 23 years old. I am pretty lonely, but ok with being lonely, as it has been my whole life like this. I have had multiple girlfriends through my late teens and early 20’s, but the past 2 years I have been single. I just struggle to make friends, nobody hits me up to hangout, or even texts to see how I am doing. I am the type of person to start conversation as well, and talk about common interests and such, but conversations only seem one sided. Talking to women I am the same way too. Sometimes it goes well but, after a few dates I dont see them again, conversations get dry, and then mostly they will cut it off,

Just picked up a Playstation 5 Pro, a little overpriced but it is what it is. I absolutely love it. Im playing Fortnite, Battlefield, Forza, all the games I enjoy playing. The 2TB SSD is great, loading times are extremely fast, it’s great. Few things though. My 4K 120Hz capable TV, does not work with the console. I do not know if it is the TV, or the playstation, but Ive tried messing with the settings, nothing, nada works. My other TV (4K 60hz) works fine with it. Im assuming something with the refresh rate, idk. Annoying. I was looking forward to 120hz. Another thing, no disc drive. Im mixed on this because I do not own ANY Playstation games, this is my first console ever. However, I very